Freckles

this makes me feel so much better.

Apprehnsiveness

the future scares me so bad.

especially college and life after college.
going to a junior college would be a smart move for me and my family, financially.
going to a four year school would just make me feel so much better about myself.
i don't know. i don't know anything about that right now.
it's stressing me out.

it'll be okay, i still have time.

The Little Things.

Just bumping into him made my day.
The fact that Ashley and I are close enough to fight over the stupidest things made my day.

I find that the little things make me the happiest.

"The little things, you do to me are
taking me over, i wanna show ya
everything inside of me
like a nervous heart that, is crazy beating."

The Little Things by Colbie Caillat

Just because you can't see it bleed, doesn't mean it don't go deep.

"I wish I was the tin man so I wouldn’t have a heart to break.
I’m okay, I’ll survive.
I only think about you half the time.
All these tears, all these drops in the ocean baby.
You barley even cross my mind no, no
and it doesn’t hurt that much
It was only a paper cut..."

-Papercut by Jordin Sparks

I probably listened to this song about 15 times today. It makes me so sad, but I'm addicted.
No big deal.